So I'm 34...and I'm a virgin. I'm considered pretty, smart, sexy and funny. I don't have scales or warts or anything repelling. I'm a red head. Yet I'm never done the nasty.
No I'm not a prude either. The times I have made out with guys I enjoyed it. I'm not ashamed of my body (I worked damn hard at it the past 3 years). I watch porn. I pleasure myself....pretty regularly. Yet I've never had sex.
Why? I don't want to have sex outside of a committed relationship and I can't seem to find a guy to have a committed relationship with. Simple enough right? Frustrating...hell ya. Back in my early 20s when most of my peers were partying and meeting guys I had other things to deal with. First was my dad being sick and then passing away leaving me as my mom's only support. Then there was school and I was pretty serious about school. Then I had a friend who didn't like going out. And who had me thinking that I couldn't make friends let alone have a guy.
I've decided that I need help...serious help. I have trouble meeting men and if I do meet one I'm attracted to I turn redder than Rudolph.
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